update from Mommy

so much has changed since I last blogged here
I left my husband, your Daddy, for irreconcilable differences, as they say.
We moved to Alberta and stayed with grandma, your other Mama, for 6 months.
I got a job right away in Piikani for the mental health dept.
You started daycare right away, even though T couldn't for several months. Aunty Janelle helped us out sooo much- she watched T and you whenever I asked.
We finally moved to macleod and are renting off Aunty Cindy- just over a year now.
We love our little house and our movies and toys and backyard and trampoline.
N you are such a mature 5yo and your love and support makes me so proud.
T you are such a darling cutie and your energy and determination keep N and I both on our feet and at our best.
There is nothing that compares to being your mother, and I regret every time I raised my voice at you, I apologize for all the times I hid and cried and you worried about me, I am working on not zoning out on all the things on my mind and just spending time with you, doing what you enjoy.
You say we are always rushing, always late, and I don't want that to be your main memory of this time. I love you endlessly my gorgeous offspring.